Arus' Poetry

The alchemy of turning my feelings into poems…

The Cost of Freedom

Escribi este poema
en ingles
para que estos ignorantes entiendan:

These ignorant individuals think I don’t understand the cost of freedom.

They think they know my story.
They think they know me
better than I know myself.

Like I didn’t live in hiding
for seventeen years.

Like McDonald’s wasn’t a luxury.

Like I didn’t lose family,
friends,
and fairytale lies.

Like I didn’t lose my Spanish-
sylaba por sylaba.
I learned race before I learned English.

I tasted dirt,
before I tasted a steak.

You want to know
what the price of freedom is?

Fifteen thousand dollars
plus tax.
for two fucking green cards.